HEYYYY

long time no bloggingg!

wasssuppp?

ahhh. havent updated in OVER A MONTHHH. dudee.
where has the time gone? seriously.
breaks almost over.. sats coming upp.. christmass comin round the corner, 2010 starting soon
mannn....
lifes to short to feel downnn, gotta make the most of it
and just live it up
so im sucking up all those bad vibes anddd
im just living.
dont care how i am, i just AM.
CARPE DIEM. carpe diem man.
i think its liek latin or something for SEIZE THE MOMENT.

lots of things have been happeningg
halloween, bell game, hanging out, friends, school, studying, banquet, thanksgiving, adventures, family, kicking it, dads birthday, shopping, spending $$, drama, school, school work.
etc.
eat, school, eat, hang, sleep, study, eat, school, REPEAT.

i had a realization. i need to update more
if i wanna look back on this X) cuz im lame liek taht
anddd again, it has been over a month, who would bother reading this anyways :P
hehe

red in honor of upcoming holidayss <333

61st

post. that is NOT significant whatsoever.
i havent updated in almost a month.
i dont even know if people read this anymore.
im tired. im sick of this pathetic excuse of a life.
not in a pessimistic, suicidal way. its just the same
thing over and over again. im on the brink of fkjasdlfjasf!
maybe i havent been posting cuz the only thing
ive got going on is schoool. and its sucking. badly.

still having good times with my friends.
homecoming was amazing.
tooo lazy to post pics, check myspace & facebook.
ahhhhhhhh. screw this shit. im out.

i need

a reason. an inspiration. a cause. motivation, determination.

SCHOOL

is horrible. terrible. sucks. stinks. can go to hell. should suck it. DIEE, BITCH, DIE!

ughh.. another year begins. and it is soo effing frustrating.
hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate x 10000 it! and its only the first week of school. not even a full week -__-

i am absolutely scared for junior year.. its gonna be hell. its gonna break me. its gonna be extremely difficult. its gonna kill me. that doesnt even compare to the extent in which what school, well the work, is going to do to me.
why you ask am i going to torture myself and pushing myself to the point of exhaustion and levels of stress you cant even comprehend?
all for my future of course. because i am an uber NERDDDD. i have ambitions, and if i want to keep my dreams of going to UCLA alive. ive gotta strive for the best. and its also my personality complex, im wired to have a compulsion for not settling for anything less than what i think is necessary. gahh i hate it, i wish i can be carefree, relax, and chill and not really care or try and go to occ and then transfer to UCLA, but i cant do that. i wont let myself do that.

well serious stuff aside,
first day i had to wear my link crew shirt >:( and do a stupid lunch time activity that no one watched. what the eff.

well lo & be hold, i have ALL my classes with marian. haha. it sucks. shes my best friend, i love her dearly, but i will get so sick of her X) so weve come up with this plan to ignore each other in a few classes haha.
on thursday & friday, me, anthony, marian, & kassy color cordinated our clothes haha LAMENESS<3;

1-karp; i cant believe i have her again! omgg it sucks. how are we supposed to learn precalHON from freakin youtube vids?! and she gives us soo much work. ughh. met some new people though.
2-foley; shes hott. haha, she seems chill, but this class is going to be RIDICULOUSLY HARD. and time consuming ): but we sit in alphabetical order and justine LE, tiffany LE, and kassandra LEE; ohhh yess! and anthony sits kinda close to me, and so does kalani and its soo freakin awesome. except marian is over there, loserr
3-uribe; apush is going to bee so tough. i failed badly on the first quiz. yea so i was good at history, cuz euro is all big ideas and stuff, but freakin apush is all the minor, minute details you wouldnt normally care about. it effing sucks. uribe is so unbelievably cool though!
4-ziebarth; yayyyyy christine & andy are in my class! i can see fun clashing about to ensue.. cuz it already has! lol. this claass seems lik a pain in the ass though... ughh. mr z is freakin awesome though but still, its gonna be tough.
OMFG!!! COOKIES ARE 50 CENTS NOW AND THAT JUST PISSES ME OFF SOOOO MUCH.
5-yarton; our class is so quiet and stuff cuz we suck at spanish and we can only speak in spanish so we dont say anything but then yarton doesnt like us cuz were so "dead" D: and apspanish is gonna be a bigger pain in the ass and make you wanna kill yourself and i really want to transfer into regular spanish soooo bad. but then people are telling me not to and mr walters told me to keep it if i want to go to ucla... and it just sucks cuz my dad wants me to drop it and i just dont know D: ughhhhh
Tennis- is a effing drag. another year on jv. ughh. its so hott, im so lazy, its so pointless, but stupid colleges want consistency and dedication.. and its the only class i have with vivian so i guess thats a plus.

SLEEPLESS NIGHTS, CRAZY STRESS to the point of suicidalness, here i come..

if only

summer was actually 500 days... that would be paradise.
any ways, good movie. :D scratch that, GREAT movie. <3;

havent updated in 2 weeks! :O oh my, i hope that lazyness isnt gonna catch on once school starts. summer has ended for me as i spend this next week frantically hoping that i will complete my summer homework in time for school.



SAN DIEGO with my bestfriend marian was great. (: saw time travelers wife, went shopping, went to seaworld, had good talks.
LINK CREW was such a whirlwind of an experience. training and waking up early sucked. but my groups were so chill, a girl added me on facebook! haha so special. i would do it again.

and other than that, hanging out, tennis tryouts, homework, relaxing, getting my classes/schedule for school, and such

Summer of o9,
good byee, farethee well.
thoust haveth passed and thoust was splendid <33;
thy shall miss thee

I <3

LA && NY



took a tour of UCLA with tiffany & vivian on monday. UCLA is stunning, amazing, breathtaking, beautiful... i can go on and on.. they say dont fall in love with a university, cuz chances are, you wont make it into your dream school. HELL, i am in love with UCLA, head over heels, i would seriously DIE if i dont get in... which i probably wouldnt anyways, so i have to prepare for heartache. D:



the next day we went to UCSD. sandiego, it was alright, spacious, modern, roomy, seems liek theres a lot of events going on. bu still, NOTHING compares to UCLA. maybe we should of gone to LA last... cuz im not as open minded now, cuz i was so awed by the wonder that is UCLA.
i mean come on! JAMES FRANCO was in my tourguides film class! AND Legally Blonde, Old School, Californication, and Angels&Demons filmed there! Westwood (where its at) is amazing tooo. CITY LIFEE!



We also went to SANTA MONICA, wow the drive along the coast is spectacular, like the pier, the beach is wonderful... im in love. we went shopping again, its fun (:



had sushi yesterday with nasa, tiff, kyle, steven, and viv. then k, s, v came over to watch the hangover with my sister.
& steven and my sister and i went to cordata at midnight to watch the meteor shower. it was amazingg! like seriously, striking. OMG. it was liek a lifetime chance, and we sat layed on blankets in the cold grass, talking and watching. it was pretty awesome.



hung out with andyy on sunday & we painted my yearbook bag X)
WILL & GRACE dysfunctional time <3;

on another notee.... CHRISTINES SUPRISE PARTY was a success! fun truth or dare with my peeps. slept over, and that was hella an experience. so fun. aha.

AUGUST

LETT THE COUNTDOWN TO MISERY BEGIN!
T-minus 28 days til the awful, dreadful, stressful, terrible year that will make up junior year for class of 11. eww... class of eleven sounds just horrible, well at least its sounds a tad better then ten..

recap? im too lazy...
well i should put in some effort into it as school is gonna start soon, and i need to pick up my game! for realssss. LAST WEEK OFF SAT PREP CLASS! whohoo :D

"broke into" tiffanys house to decorate her room for her welcome back/belated sweet 16th. the cupcake balloon popped ): her mom ended up taking over and decorating O_o since marian came too late.
in the midst of our "graceful" decorating with pink & purple streamers, vivian urgently called us and anxiously warned us that they were on the way -_- we left our unfinished projects and hid in tiffanys closet (marian unwillingly) and popped out & yelled SURPRISE to an unphased tiffany. & i totally mean UNPHASED
ohhhhh and she was oh so grateful -______- the most freakin appreciative person i know. ahemm... sense the sarcasm in my tone. thats how bad it was. she didnt flippin even care.
after our lame attempt to kidnapp her with a pillowcase, which she retaliated, we drove to downtown disney in the most painful carride ever hearing tiffany complain how much she misses freakin europe and how much we suck for doing this. WTH.
&& when we got theree... turns out tiffany wasnt hungry, oh great! and it took us (HER) an hour to decided where to eat when we finally settled on naples since everything else was a 45 min wait. the food cost a lot of $$$. she was ungrateful. i felt really bad for vivian cuz she planned the whole thing and it went down the crapper. well at least we enjoyed the hot fudge brownie sundae topped with vanilla icecream @ tiffys. (:

snuck into the ugly truth with vivian and tiffany. it is a good movie. i liked it a lot, enjoyable, entertaining, funny, raunchy, the perfect dose for a "chick flick" on some standard despite for the unlikeable, distasteful, ungrateful katherine heigl, which i loathe. but props to her on doing the vibrating underwear scene. that shizz was hilarious. X) and tons of man candyyy. damnnn eric winters ass is nice. anddd OMGGG Gerard Butler= to die forr. ruggled hansome sexyyy.

and we snuck into funny people too. THATS RIGHTTT. two rated R movies hahha.. pretty BAMF i must say. it was ehhh. the first part was pretty good, but the movie was over FREAKIN TWO HOURS . for reals. i mean, it was initially funny, but apathow cant do drama for eff. the last hour and a half was totally unnecessary, no plotline, story or point whatsoever. so if you go see it, godforbid, leave after they leave LA, or when the australian guy comess.... major editing work could have made it a pretty good movie.

welll enough rambling...

more SAT prep class-ing. DRIVING. nickel nickeingl. getting hair cut. getting bangs. game night-ing. BEACH BOOMBA(ing). procrastinating. not working out. phone breaking ):. apush ing. lack of working on apbio & apspan4 work. texting. facebooking. myspacing. twittering. socializing. watching tv. eating. sleeping.
summering.

i just realized i havent swam at all this summer. thasts depressING.
driving, apparently i have a dire need for speed aha.

summer days, summer haze, summer laziness

yea havent updated in over a week! so lazy... summer is more than HALF over now. D: by golly gee... i remember in june, summer was going by really slow and now its lightning fast. hate it.

my week plus few days in a nut shelll:
- sat prep class
- GOT MY PERMIT!!!!
- drove around in a home depot parking lot
- no more will & grace ): i swore to not watch until i finish summer hw..
- been putting off doing hw even more D': im so screwed
- procrastinating on working out
- went to an awesome hawaiian wedding. cute decorations, good food, great music that sounded like the soundtrack to 50 first dates.
lotta people remember me from when i was a baby but i dont remember them D:
- went to see HARRY POTTER. TWICE in ONE freaking DAY. D; it sucked so muchhhhhh. i had no other choice you see. i dont even like HP that much. once with steven, vivian & kyle, then cpk, two hours later again with CJT<33;>
- famiLE get together-- good food :D getting owned by lil cousins at rockband -__- and playing life the board game

- && lastly, made a HORROR/COMEDY movie with christine & andyy!!! we were supposed to have a movie night, but impromptly ended up making one of our own! :D maybe vlogging soon again

so not a lot of people get it.... theyre like WTFFFF?
heres a simple explanation. but you gotta watch it first so no spoilers haha and then watch it again (:

VVV watch itt yo


Andy, Christine, & Justine are all BFFS. Justine & Andy become a couple, leaving lonley lesbian Christine out, who is in love with Justine. Theyre celebrating theyre 6 year anniversary as friends with a sleepover. Sleepover is a snooze, so they decide to party and get drunk. In all the drunken madness, Justine drinks too much & pukes, Christine decides to start dancing with a knife.... Since this is a horror & all... Christine ultimately kills Andy (accidentally? or not? hmm) out of intoxication and jealousy.

Crazyness ensues. Christine is full of joy Andy is out of the picture so she can have a shot with Justine, taking advantage of Justines sadness and vulnerable state. They clean up the evidence and get rid of the "dead" body.

ANdy, who either came back from the dead or never really died, disguises himself with sunglasses and a scarf with a cool, smooth aloof persona alter ego "Andre." While in mourning, Andre magically appears, as Christine & Justine befriend Andre and Justine becomes completely smitten.

One late night, walking on the street reveling in the joy of the new friendship (well at least Justine is) they see images of Andre. Andre chases them down the street, Justine trips as Christine leaves her behind in spite of Justine falling for Andre. And well, Andre kills her. Time passes by, Christine lives on until Andre reappears in her bathroom and finally murders her.

If that wasnt simple enough: botom line
CHRISTINE JUSTINE & ANDY GET DRUNK. CHRISTINE DANCES & KILLS ANDY WITH A KNIFE. ANDY COMES BACK TO LIFE OR SOMETHING AS ANDRE AND KILLS BOTH CHRISTINE AND JUSTINE. THE END.
ENJOY (:

Will & Grace

= what my summer has been all about.
where has it been all my life?!?, it only ended 3 years ago and NOW i discover it. wth.
ahh how funny the world is


well anyways
SAT classs, not starting on summer hw, chillin, movies, the same ole same ole

OH YEA. went to the OC FAIR 09 with marian, tiffany and steven and kyle came when tiffany left
everything is really super expensive D:
all wee did was walk around and eat free pita chips and hummus
and i got a henna tattoo :D but today i peeled it and it sucks. it looks really crappy andddddd it was unbelievably overpriced. how disappointing


but most importantly, i got attacked by a freakin goat! at the petting zoo, when we were visiting tiffanys boyfriend, the goat. D: wtffff. dude. all my "friends" did was just laugh and take pictures -_______________- FML. i was really pissed cuz it was really gross cuz the goat was eating my skirt, and it got ruinedd, bite marks in my skirt and shit, so i had to buy shorts. ughhhh.
there were kangaroos and really cute piglets though.
then i treated myself to an oreo shake and shared a strawberry funnel cake with kyle.

saw hang over today with steven and kyle
it was freakin hilarious! so funny :'D they dotn make em like that anymore
and pluss, bradely cooper is a hottie

p.s, that picture does him no justice..

DISNEYLAND

woke up at 6:30 to get there by 8am. wow so early.
i survived 13 hours at disneyland on four hours of sleep. mwhahaha >:) my feet were unbelievably painstaking sore, you cant even fathom the excruciating pain even if you have a threshold of superman. everyone was suffering and agonizing cuz we walked back and forth from disneyland to cali adventure to dland to ca adven to dland.

yea, were crazy. despite the cruel torture, it was one of the best days this summer.
i looked liek a freakin tourist, all disney'd out, my mickey ears hat, my pin collection, sunglasses, bag, hehe :D like a true dork.
DISNEYLAND MAKES ME SOO HAPPY. ESTATIC. i get hyper. i was running aroudn and dancing in the streets and making a fool outta myself. my friends (steven, tiffany, doughie, vivian & austin) didnt want to associate with me cuz im taht lame.



by the end of the day, i sounded liek a man, from all the screaming :O haha kids got scared cuz we were screaming so much. vivian is annoying haha. we saw a really really really really really really really cute guy, brian, who worked at the hollywood tower of terror. i screamed. literally. i cried when i was in pooh corner, everything is soooo cute.

we hit everything, most things twice by 4. i was exhausted. i wanted to stay for the fireworks, but i dont have the endurance so i let with steven and austin at 9 ): disappointing.

corndogs, churros, dolewhip, pickles, turkeylegs. yummmm. i ate the most there. love disneyland food, even though its super pricey. :P
we saw these group of ducks that were walking in the crowd like they thought they were people! they owned the place, people made way for THEM. it was so awesome. and steven fed a duck turkey O_o

i posibbly cant fit one of the greatest days ever into a blog. signing off...

in attempt

to update more often, but really is a deflection of what i should really be doing, my homework.

yup, its procrastination at its best, or worst? yea, it sucks, i have a ton of apush, apbio, and apspan4 hw on top of SAT prep work. oh joy. and who said summer was for relaxing? -_______-

yesterday was a fun day at the beach wiht FNL people. writing in the sand, running around liek maniacs with our shhorts down to our ankles, checking out hot guys (who invited the group to share steaks after me, marian & vivian left!!!! WTF SO NOT FAIR) me and marian had to cook hotdogs for everyone cuz were selfless. but we had to find fire, so we went over to these really nice mexicans to ask for lighters, but they didnt have any, so they litt a stick on us, but it blew out, so they went over to help us start it. so we made hotdogs for everyone, people even got seconds, but we didnt eat yet, and lo and behold.... the fire went out. so we went to those really awesome mexicans who were having a huge bonfire, they were liek middle aged & were so chilll and they took a group picture, reminded me of george lopez haha, and asked for more fire, but they just cooked our hotdogs! so nicee! they made fun of us though. and we saw a hot son. hehe.

going to disneyland tmrw!

SUMMMER!

havent updated at all
since school

summers been pretty good
two weeks over already! :O it feels liek its been a few months of summer.
been chilling with the girls, potlucks, summerfest, club vivid, hanging

SAT prep classes with christine, erica, anderson and derek, and our class has 11 people
actual learning, and the guy is really cool too. hes fun. hes japanese, he reminds me of jon&kate+8 dad even though hes korean. :P sad for the kids ):

i ran around my neighborhood once, my legs were sore for the next two days haha
im so outta shape. getting some drivers ed done too. got a haircut yesterday. and apple stored with christine <3;;

im into a lot of canceled sitcoms lately. haha cuz theres no good shows left on tv
friends, always a favorite, GEORGE LOPEZ! 2 hours everynight and will&grace X) oh and 2 and a half men reruns too. im so lamee

omg so today i went to go see transformers 2 and snuck into the proposal with norman and jimmy
OH HOT DAYMM megan foxx. sexyy. so was the blonde chick haha. am i the only one that thinks the first one was better? -__-
OMG THE PROPOSAL<3;;

loved it! even though it was cliche and so predictable. the scenery was gorgeous.
but most importanty, RYAN REYNOLDS IS HEAVEN. :D damnnnnnn right. and his nakedness. ohemmgeee! EFFING ORGASMIC!!

signing off