i can already tell

this is gonna be hella of a long week. D:
its ONLY tuesday. today, i literally failed my chem test. i know i always say that, but this time im serious! and im super disappointed and mad at myself. school was the one thing i had going for me... and i stopped trying. my spanish homework didnt get stamped either, & i bombed my NHS board interview.... yea, you can say i had a real BAD DAY.

i hate this apathetic feeling more than my pessimistic phase. cuz i honestly dont really give a damn anymore. at least when i was cynical, i actually cared. i dont know anymore. haha c <3
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that made mee a little joyful that i got a shout out.
well i know i have it good compared to those way less fortunate, i know i dont need to complain. but i have to admit these circumstances does suck.

whatever. adam lambert's mad world is OMG. amazing.
its playign right now X)

went to wild berry with doughie, carrie, noelle, thao, chad & steven
they took away my phone for texting someone that i shouldnt
-_- boys do you no good. despicable!

carrie and steven and me walked to my house and hung out and at pho and chilled.
i havent started hw


i need to learn how to be more concise

its been a while

because the last few weeks of my life have been consumed with AP testing!
my schedule has been revolving around studying, but thank god its over! what a relief, but now we have to agonize for two months to gett the official word that we failed D: greatt fun! good way to start of the summer.

happy late bday vivian. it was tight. we went to santa monica in a limooo! & shopped until we were flat broke, or at least i did (: and thennn we hung at her house, everyone came 2 hours late haha. played suck & blow. the guys are way too good at it! [see below]

"hope dangles on a string" damn right it does. and its taunting mee! freakinnn a'. and its false hope too. ive been to pestimistic and cynical lately, i need to be more optimistic. too bad its working, cuz im torturing myself over it! oh the mutiny -_-

ahhh, you can write a whole freakin series with the boy problems that ensues daily with my group of friends aha. "its (the drama) even more interesting than greys anatomy!" AHAHA <3.>

my ephiphany for today: BOYS ARE STUPIDD! (:
but its hard to resist the stupidity aha.
its kinda sad, ive shoulda known long ago. but oh well, what can you do?

euro final tmrw, davidcopperfiedl test tmrw. therefore, im done with my ramblings