Making An Effort

to update this more,
even though its not what i would like to make an effort to do.
i would rather do somethign productive,
like exercise, or read. i need brain activity. that sounds drastic.
but little steps? right? i guess thats getting somewhere

dude, its so hot today, i cant really do anythingg. excuses like this is preventing me from getting off my fatass, so i need some motivationn.

on friday i saw babymama and watched camp rock haha.

yesterday was lisas partyy! i must say, it was fun, but dangerous. im pretty sure, everyone went home with an injury. haha but i guess it was worth it. i hurt my elbows and got velcro burns on my back. thats nothing compared to other people
there was this slide, with water, very slippery. and the ladder kept falling off, and overcrowding caused A LOT of problems. especially her little cousin who was very violent and mean. it was so freakin hot, so the water felt really goooood. there were nice convos. haha we played super smashed bros BRAWL. funn. cake was yummy. oh tiffany flashed her vajayjay, poor marian. haha
then i went to my aunts house for a bday/grad/get together party
haha i was the judge or whatever, overseeeing my little cousins wrestle and hurt each other.

uafkjakfj tennis camp tomorrow. and dentist appointment. wow i liek barely have those.

excessively watching greys for the past week and currently listening to coldplay is making me think. over think. deeply think. about the reason of our existence. and i dont like it. make it stoppp! im scaring myself. i need to get out, and have some fun. let loose. relax. fjakfja whatever. im just rambling now. i know i could delete this. but you know what? whatever. i dont think many people read this. but its good to let it outt. yea.